 A few years ago my ex-boyfriend and I were making out in my room and I intended on having sex because we disrobed and went to my bed (I was a virgin and he knew this). Just when I thought that he was going to be gentle all of a sudden he forced my arms and hands over my head and it hurt so much. I told him that he was really hurting me and I said ow but, he didn't stop. He penetrated me really deeply and when he did it it felt like my pelvic bone was aching. I clamped up and I was fighting to put my legs wider. Did I do something wrong? Ever since this day, my life has changed. I continue to feel bad about it. He rolled over and slept...I felt like there was a stranger in my bed. I ultimately felt dirty. Is there something wrong with me? Should I get help? Please help. |
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